I believe being crazy motivates me to focus on my hard tasks.
This is because as I mentioned before in my posts, I will sometimes be depressed when my emotions are so overwhelming that they cannot be under control on my hands.
So, I take measures to crack down on it.
Let go of distractive emotions and primitive functions in our brains.
Those are delusive, destructive, and devastating to our lives sometimes.
I do not fight against them.
I do not look for them.
I do not know of them.
All I do is only see it without any emotions.